Church. I've been going lately, and it's really been helping me lately. Forgiveness is the key here.
I have self-confidence issues, as in on-the-verge-of-breaking-down-in-tears-every-day sort of self-confidence issues. I had come down to the fact that this has been caused by the bullying that I had been a victim of a few years back, by media, by the pretty people at school putting me down.
The sermon at church yesterday said that forgiveness doesn't let a person off the hook, it's the first step to a healing process. That's exactly what I did! I prayed to God, said that I will forgive the people that have hurt me in the past, said that I will apologise to the people that I have hurt.
I have been feeling a lot better because of church. I honestly don't know how to argue that God exists, or even if He exists at all, but knowing that there is someone there guiding me is really helping me out. I really feel like He's there, you know?
I need to stop being all preachy.
But I just want to close with a few words that have helped me for the past week:
'Passionately wait
Diligently seek
Quietly hope.'
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