The most depressing thing, yet so addicting. Not even just chick flicks, but movies with happy endings. I REALLY want a happy ending... I REALLY wish that life could be like a movie. I know that is never going to happen.
I want a boyfriend, and I want to be happy with him. I want him to be taller than me for once. I want him to be gorgeous, with nice arms, who sort of takes charge. I want us to be cutesy together, sweet.
Like... at the end of She's The Man, and Viola and Duke are at soccer training, and he lifts her up and they are both laughing and being happy. I desperately want that!
Yeah... you know what I've just been watching.
I just want the happy movie-like ending. I don't like reality. With reality there is school, work, money issues, fights. I'm really not liking it. I mean, there are the good times, but...
I think that I'm just asking for too much, you know? I'm expecting something amazing, so nothing can live up to my expectations. This is why I watch movies, and why I read books! It's why I write! I want something that I will never be able to have.
But you never know - I am going on that cruise to Bali in January. Maybe I will meet my perfect guy there!
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